Ambitions.

Now that i'm growing up, and realizing what life really is, and what its about. It makes me think alot more about who i want to be, how i want to be remembered, and what am i going to do ultimately. I have a whole bunch of things that i want to do, who doesn't, but what makes me different from them is that i plan on completing everything. It's all about your dedication and commitment to do what you want. I hope that i have the strength and will to do all that, I know I have someone watching over me, well atleast i hope so. I know one day it'll be my time. Till then i'll just wait patiently.

Your drama

People wonder why I stick to the "tight knit" kind of friendships. Simply because of this, I don't know alot of people therefore everything that goes on is within a certain group, will be my group of people. I don't party with people simply for the fact that all people want to do these days is run there mouth, and talk shit. Were all to quick to judge, and we don't give anyone a chance it seems these days. So before we start being disrespectful, lets give the person a shot atleast. I can't stand when I just see a full blown bashing on someone for no reason what so ever. Especially if it all seems so false, but then again I don't know anyone more then they know there self. I love that though, not knowing anything about anyone, they've got a story to tell. Mysterious.

Thought

I'm really glad I am not one of those kids that have been given everything that they wanted from there parents. I'm glad i came up in a family that wasn't the richest, but made up money with love and lessons. I feel that with not given everything I appreciate more when I do have them, and I also feel I have to put up with a lot of bad too, such as never having money to do the things I want to. Just simple things like driving to a friends house and all. It all doesn't matter to me, I know as I get older you loose some of your friends and such, but I know i'm not ready for that part of life, and it seems that if I can't get to my friends house, there sure as hell no coming to me. It's a harsh reality i've faced alot, even with a girlfriend and all. So its no biggie, it just goes to show, that not everyone that you have in your life will stay, alot of them wont. Just be ready for whatever life throws. I'm in the outfield ready. :D