uhh...

even though it's already been said....
you all sound about gay as fuck when you talking about drinking.
"i can't wait to get drunk so i can get all this stress out.."
really now? thats what you do to get stress free...fucking pathetic, i don't care how many people i offend with this post! If there is one thing that will always bug me it will be drinking only because i've had a past with that in the family and it wasn't a pretty site so fuck off if you're like omg whast so wrong with it jason you're such a striahgt edge piece of shit why don't you just try it....i got an idea why don't you stop trying to be another fucking statistic and actully live life, get a fucking hobby or something!! actully do something that would improve yourself! seriously i wanna know what kind of stress you could be possibly going through at the ripe age of 18-20, i mean maybe college and thats it, but come on dude it's fucking pathetic!! I would love for someone to try to argue with me why drinking is good for you..! seirously someone try me!! i know drinking is just an opinion if you like it or not. but as you can tell i seriously am against it! smoking weed i don't care about but drinking getting completely blown like hell yeah dood this is whats up i can't wait to do this every weekend of my college life man this isn't ever going to get played out!! and atleast if you drink wait till your fucking 21!

updates!

it's hot out!!

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i wish i knew what was wrong with it!

april 26

you know i forgot how awesome it was to do something that you wanted to accomplish and you worked for it. i mean i have one big accomplishment and that was fighting for someone, everyone who knows me should know who that person is. and yesterday i realized that i used to push myself to accel in skateboarding too, and i missed it and i'm starting to do it again. becasue i love the feeling of success i suppose. just try after try, and you get closer every try too, then when you finally roll away how it feels? or just the simplicity of being slow mo'd in the air to land bolts or to catch your board right, i don't know its just sick. Plus i havn't really felt to successful lately cuz my job thing hasn't fallen through completely yet, and i'm hoping it does soon cuz i'm really ready to work and get some money to get things that i want and actually be able to do something! I want to go bowling again with my brother it's so fun being around him now that were older, we always laugh and joke its a nice change from what we used to be and that was nothing but nice. glad to see he and i grown up and decided hey since we've been around eachother for 17 years might as well make the best of it! but yeah, i havn't seen patrick lately :[ that bums me out but it's cuz he has a job and he's very busy with that, which hopefulyl i will be too cuz that means mo time mo dough! I want to get some new clothes and some new shoes and a new board, thats what i'll start with cuz i'm tired of having used stuff ya know? i want the feel of a fresh deck :D. dude no joke the shoes from wallmart those airspeed classics..those things are dope man for real. i say you all should go pick up a pair if you have some vans half cab or mid tops. cuz there just the same almost! but as far as skating goes i am progressing once again and i'm glad i am too i'm glad i'm finally pushing myself to do better and hopefully tings will just go more and more! not till i'm pro of course cuz thats way to hard these days but just till you know i'm satisfied. . . .

updating!

i got some really cool half cab knock offs yesterday from walmart they actully skate really good and i like them alot! i couldn't skate some half cab like the real version so thank you mike mcgil! haha. and i learned like two tricks today which is sick! i hope i can throw it down something. who knows! but i've been good, i've been having some really livid dreams lately though! it's really cool i can like control what happens and stuff kinda. it's weird! but yeah, i saw alex today for the first time in awhile cuz he's busy with school and work i'm about to get a job at subway tomorrow the manager should be calling me so i'm stoked to finally be working man again!

thought

i really wish i had some footage or something to look back on when i'm older.
i want something cool man. like an actual crew you know that i skate with all the time.
and make fun stuff and eventully a video or something or just montages something that i can see how far i've come or even like to show how far i've came and stuff! i dont know just irks me i suppose!...

sorry

for the lack of post me and dylan have been b usy filiming for lukes video,
me and dylan are having a shared part and it's been a blast i'm glad were sharing it.
we have tons of funny outtakes already just cuz were those kind of guys always joking around and having fun i suppose, i decided that i'm going to step it up a little and do some big stuff. what big stuff is right now i don't really know. i just have to get my confidence back i guess! but lately i havn't seen stephy that much, and it makes me uncomfortable. i broke my board two days ago man. on a trick for the video. :[ i loved that board so much man. but i knew it was about time for it to go it was old, and watterlogged haha. so yeah i let that one r.i.p in the trashcan! so where ever adventures take it after that i hope there nice! well yeah just wanted to quick post so you guys know what i've been up to if you read this and sorry again for the lack of post!

stoked!

today i met geoff rowley it was pretty awesome meeting a skateboarding legend, he was a really chill guy and he's shorter than i am, which suprised me. he just seems so happy i don't know just doing what he does best and making a living off it. and all the kids were so hyped to see him i wish i could be like that one day. but i think thats one dream that isn't going to happne :[
but it was really cool seeing him i wish we would've stayed longer maybe he would've skated or something oh and i saw some of my old friends up there too it was nice talking to them and catching up on things. just an overall good time. i got a poster signed by him! and i got some free stickers and a free shirt! which is always good and the funny thing is i didn't even have to pay for me to see him, i got free stuff for it! haha how ironic!
well thats all !

sooo

i guess after all i'm going to be in lukes movie.
its nothing big well my part won't be. i think.
i dont think i want to do big stuff just fun and cool stuff.

mann..

drinking must be some fun as shit
fun enough to ditch your boyfriend on your anniversary.
preciate it!!

Rant!

i get really annoyed when people like make fun of me or something for hanging with my girlfriend.
not making fun of but like getting at me like
"thats why i don't try anymore"
trying to hang out with me i suppose but i mean i'm hardly ever with her and its spring break when i can finally see her! it makes me mad cuz i mean i can hang with these people anytime ya know? and i do i always skate with them and shit but god forbid i don't go on one of there outtings just cause i want to spend time with someone i love. it's stupid i never got on there backs for it dood so i mean i'm pretty sure if they had a girlfriend they'd understand thats why i dont understand why there like that cuz some do! so i mean it's a pointless post and all! but yeah just had to let that out you know! but on a lighter side of things i skated with patrick, wade, justin, and htis guy nick at the skate park yesterday it was pretty tight! but nothing much has been happening i'm really happy how things are going. some things bother me though how pepole get so down on themselves whatever happen to self confidence and stuff of that sort? like i saw a myspace default of someone crying and like her post are all like i feel like dying and shit. i don't get how you get that low. but then i can't talk cause i dnt know the situation she's in and i hope the best for her whatever it might be.
i know that life could be hard and all but honestly nothing is worth crying or wanting to die for man. it kinda seems pathetic that you would stoop that low. what also makes me like uneasy is how people automaticly relate to god for everything like why does this happen and such. i'm pretty sure God would'nt want anyone to hurt you know so if stuff does happen you got to let it go by i mean you'll get over it, it's life you know you get shit thrown in your way don't let it stop you and make you miss things that could possibly being one of the greatest times of your life. thats why i love skateboarding and my friends and my girlfriend there the best things thats ever been in my life and i thank you for them =]
well thats my rant and post for now i'll get back to this later!
much love!

FUN!

well today....
the start was a boring ol' rainy day!
then my boy patrick was like yo wanna do something!
so we ate some pizza beofre he came then he got there with justin, and john.
some cool ass dudes you know!
you know we made some jokes and had fun in the sauna ..i mean patricks car!
then we got to luigi's cuz they were hungry at some pizza you know i snagged patricks crust!
then we went to this manuel pad under a parking deck to get some good skating down!!
none the less we made the best of a rainy day man! i love hanging with those dudes man!
john always full of charisma and humor never a dull time with him even though he was raggin on me and my shorts today!!
but besides that patrick was beasting it like alwasy! making me laugh saying he's the best and all!
then me dylan and justin were just dancing the whole day and skating haha! that kids cool both of them.
we were striahgt TELLING IT!! all day!
then dan came i don't think he likes me anymore man, kinda a bummer cuz we used to be good firends. kinda hurts but i mean it's whatever maybe i'm just over thinking it like i always do. we don't talk so i cna't really figure it out..so if you read this dan, hit me up for real so we can sort whatever out. i miss you as a friend man. you just don't even know.
and anyways enough with the sad rant. after getting kicked out we went to another spot and it was a manuel pad, marcel did some crazy ass shit.
he always suprises me with the stuff he does.
i wish i would've skated with him alot more man. dood amps you up!
but yeah it was a fun day at the end we all went to jack in the box and ate..
then we headed off for home now i'm just talking to stephanie. and i must say i'm real pleased with how it's going.
eating a cheeseburger!! getting fatter! haha.
well sorry for the long post! just wanted to tell you bout my awesome day..
maybe i should start taking pictures like jon does. but my camera sucks hahah!
love you all who read!

<3

Karma...

is alive!!