real world..

lately i've really felt like i'm in the real world, i've got a job, sure it's not the best ya know cuz i don't go to school or whatever, i'm getting paid so fuck you i'm amounting more than you've thought i bet, and for all those people that tell stephanie that, all your going to do is take care of him cuz he dropped out of school, i think thats cute how you want to break us up and all, but i mean you act like cuz i dropped out of highschool thats the end of it..NO, i'm getting my ged, and i'm going to cp to get a associates degree in something, then hopefully transfering, just consider my time off, time to prepare for whats to come, i will now have money to get a car, have money to pay for college, have money to have fun. i'm just really tired of people trying to bring me down just cuz i dropped out, even the closest of close of my friends and family are dissapointed, but i promise that i won't let my self fall into that statistic. but back to the real world subject, it feels really nice actully to havea decent sleep schedule, a set of friends, a wonderful girlfriend...kinda crazy feeling. like this is what it's gonna be like? i still skate on my days off, i still see my friends, i work alot but i mean it all come to money so thats good. i'm feeling like i'm actully growing up, and taking responsibilities. i just can't wait to get my car. i'm sorry for those people who seriously have nothing better to talk about then me and stephanie and how she's gonna take care of me, like why would that even cross your mind. kinda dumb, it's funny. Well i also am discouraged about pretty much all the "dead peckers", they all had talent in skating and they decide to drink or party or do dumb stuff. but i mean its whatever it's there lives, i'm not talking about marcel he still skates and rips it. and jordan goes to school, but apparently the rest of them have "to much stress" from work or whatever gay excuse they can come up with to drop a drink or two to make them feel good for the night. we all know i'm totally against drinking, so ill just stop the lecture stuff. Just live life how you want its yours but this is mine, and i'm going to make the most out of it, and i'd really hope that you don't have to worry about what i do, and talk about what i'm going to or not going to do. i've really lost quite alot of friends, well not really lost, i just don't seem to care to talk to them anymore, it's not like they helped me out ya know, so sorry for those texts that i haven't answered, or those myspace comments i don't reply too, i just care for my close friends and thats all i need.
much love intended!