Another thought..

So two days, two girls decided to come into my work, and of course they got there sandwhich i made it for them, but they were dressed diffrently, in a business suit, so showing "good customer service" i proceeded to ask, "why the fancy uniform?" now those words might have not been the best choise but they told me, were from the church of scientology, and being who i am i'm very intrigued by new things and learning about things that i'm unfamiliar about, so i asked my questions as in whats it about, and what do you beleive in. I sat down with them, and i had the first real conversation with those two then i have had in awhile, I really havn't talked to alot of people about something that actually intrested me in awhile, so i was there for like an hour sitting at a table learning and, became fasinated by what they were saying, about this fairly new, and highly rising religion, now don't get it screwed up this post isn't about me turning into a scientologist and stuff. It was nice to see a religion where it wasn't about one person, it wasn't about beleiving in one God, and it wasn't about going to heaven or hell, it was a religion on making yourself better, a religion that will accept what you want to do to show that you are what you are, and it's a religion where it answers those many questions that you may have mainly in your adolecsent age, such as who am i? what am i here for? etc. These two girls described to me something that blew me away, they told me to close my eyes, and picture a cat, or anything, so i did i closed my eyes, and pictured my old cat lakai. I opened my eyes shortly after to see them staring at me, they asked me to ask myself who saw that if your eyes are closed, i know that you have a photographic memory and all but, your eyes are closed, they beleive that man has a spirit within which is judged upon death. The whole closed eyes thing really did blow me away becasue i never thought of it like that, like who really is seeing that, casue my eyes are closed, and i am picturing that. Now as weird as it may seem, it would be ten times more comforting to have a spirit within me, knowing that there is one within me. It would give me alot of relief to know that something is there for me, and watching over me, not watching over me, but being there throughout my life, not that he/it is writing a documentary about it. It's just really facinating to take in at once for me. Now, i don't believe in scientology but i must say it's more respectable religion then some, It sure isn't Christainity, or Catholic kind of thing, but i think thats what the world needed, a religion to turn to for the open minded, a thing for those questions that you have, it's really intresting becasue with a bible or torah or anything else, it will not answer those questions for you it will just tell you to follow his law, and you were put on here for a reason, he does not mention what that reason, but i guess the excitement is finding out what your here for. For some that isn't enough, they want to know the answers while there here on earth, and not finally realizing it on there death bed. They gave me a car filled with information about what they're about and where churches and stuff were, I do one day want to take a trip to this place they were talking about where you just walk in and watch movies and read scriptures and stuff about it. Now for some it might sound gay but i think it'd be really cool thing to do. So maybe when i get a car i'll take a trip down there by myself, who knows. That really did change my perspective on that subject because what people made it seem was a totally diffrent thing. It's respectable in it's own ways. Its inspiring in a way too.
Much love.